Friday, August 20, 2010

I'm a little dramatic

I'm a little dramatic, I know. I know there are people in situations worse then us. We have family who is helping us, and we are not starving. Chase has only been out of work for 2 weeks, which is not very long compared to a lot of people.

Its getting harder and harder not to give into the fear I feel every time I think about the bills that are due. I'm trying so hard to have faith, and to hold on tight to the feeling of peace I get when I pray about Chase getting a job. Chase is trying so hard to find a job. On average he applies for about 4 jobs a day. He's only heard back from one and when he found out more about the company, he found that he couldn't take the job.

I guess I'm just a little more worried tonight then I have been. I aways thought how nice it would be to have Chase around more. And it is nice. I just wish we knew when the next paycheck was coming.

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