Life at home

Things are going good. We moved into my mom's house starting Thursday and I had everything unpacked and put away by tonight. I hate having boxes everywhere, and I knew that this move was hard for Chase, so I was hoping that by having everything put away and finished it would make it easier for him.

My mom is also going though everything upstairs trying to get my dad's things in order. So the whole house has been a huge mess the last 4 days. Now that all our stuff is out of her way I can start helping her with her stuff.

I've gotten over my morning sickness, which is really nice. I'm just over 10 weeks and haven't fit into normal clothes for over 4 weeks. Pretty insane. One of my friends just had a baby and I was visiting her for a while last night. I remembered all the stuff the happens right after you have a baby (no sleep, crying for hours, the pains of feeding the baby), but as I talked with her and watched her, I just thought, I know it will get better for her, just like it did with me. And even though its SOOO hard sometimes, it is worth it. I've thought a lot about this baby lately, and how I am excited for this baby. When Collin was first born, for like 6 or 7 months I just thought "how do other people do this more then once!!???" But it just works out.

That is something I've told myself over and over with this move and the baby and my dad's death- it all works out. In the end, as long as I'm trying, everything will be ok. I worry about the fact that with one kid and everything else sometimes I struggle to remember to do important things- but I always have tomorrow to do better.